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 They say that old ways die hard, I say that new ways try hard. Its not easy to leave your past and move on, I need to understand that. But lately its been all me. God is somewhere there, like a misty fog... not very sure. It comes to a point I guess, I realise I need to seek and experience him again. Well, even pastor said that we all have our back-sliding and I don't believe that a moment of weakness ruins everything. 
I know for sure my God will not forsake me. 
I need to believe in You again.
Current Mood:
sad sad
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The remedy to life is to live for God, live for others, with all your heart and willingness. 
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Sometimes I think people can't discern another person's heart, soul, emotions, the things that goes on within the very core of a person. But sometimes people know and they keep it in cause who would accept the fact that not everything is alright.

I believe that words truly frame a person's world. The very things, even the shortest sentence brings out the very essence of the heart. Who would have thought that a line like "I hate you"/in a joking manner could really mean so much more. Don't ever say words don't hurt, cause everything that we speak eats into someone else's esteem, self image, thoughts, emotions, etc.

Life to its details doesn't make it complicated, the very fact that love is all about the small, tiny little things; makes life worth living for. - Our Hearts were created with detailed excellence.

Deep in our heart lies the truth that we might never say to a single person, maybe the closest one in our lives but other than him/her who would know. The heart is a chamber that locks up pasts hurts, past experiences which then turn into fears, hatred and anger.

It is time to deal with our heart before entering a new year. If there is anything that hurts the most its the truth.

-I need to deal with my heart, search me oh God.
Current Music:
God is the strength of my heart
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Josh : sitting there just to write up something already gets the person emo, it takes so long just to conjure (exaggerated) up something.

So I guess blog posts are mostly emotions. Maybe not emo but filled with thoughtful emotions. Emotions that give others perspective and a retrospective of another's life.
Occurrences in one's life time can sometimes only be expressed through writings or sometimes paintings or photography. Different forms of art, yet in one language, forming a clenching of feelings within someone else's body.

Current Mood:
blah blah
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How I hate it when I see people get stuck in an ideal mindset. Ohhh... Every thing's fine... Shut up and think again. I feel for you and how your life is such a mess. You were in my past, oh how I was a fool.
We all make wrong choices at some point or another but its how we deal with them that really matters. Sitting around waiting for someone to pick you up just won't do! In fact, the chances are you wouldn't want to get up! How I wish you were still the same, but this world changes, so will all of it pass away. Someday you'll realise, for now stick to your ways and continue to laugh in misery. It don't matter to me no more.
Current Mood:
aggravated aggravated
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Into the eyes of another
Originally uploaded by ryanscottwee

Quoted from 'www.teendairiesonline.com' two teenages one age 14 commented on attraction: " the eyes are to windows to the soul." The other a an 18 year old saying, "The way he/she walks, talks, acts and dresses." In fact a numerous amount of people agree that physical appearance is where most of it starts, keeping in mind the 'rare few'. I wish it were as easy to say what exactly brings one to another. Some may claim its the chemistry they have, the friendship, the similarities or maybe just their 'handsome' face. 41.5% voted that having a face to look at everyday is important.
From my opinion, its from the heart that attraction starts.

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Tuna With Mozze & Cheddy
Originally uploaded by ryanscottwee

1. Drain away the water from a can of tuna
2. In a bowl mix Tuna, Mayo, Dijon Mustard and Tar Tar together.
3. Add a little salt
4. Start mixing in with a fork
5. Cover bread thinly with Cheese (get a pack of mixed cheese at Cold Storage for $2.95)
6. Spread Tuna over
7. Broil or toast
8. Have some sliced cucumbers and lettuce ready for a nutritious meal :P

Enjoy(:

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TotallyHotStuff
Originally uploaded by ryanscottwee

Just opened about 2 months ago at The Cathay. Totally Hot Stuff has items ranged from intricately designed gadgets for better convenience to the good old retro looking aesthetically appealing items such as clocks, wind up robots and even televisions. Go take a look! (:

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How do you think about life? How do you think about everything we are meant to be. Yet being such imperfect creatures, it doesn't make sense. Yet we need to be that person. How?! 
Its that simple question of obedience that puts us in that very position to stop questioning and start following. Everything starts with a simple heart and a pure motive. Or does it?
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Current Location:
Horrible detecting device
Current Mood:
Crappy
Current Music:
Heal the wound - Plaster boys
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